fake

"Fake"

i wrote this specifically for you
 to read it

when you get to the bottom
please stand up on your chair
      and clap those fucking hands
as hard, and as loud as you can

this is a bb loaded into a blowgun
this is nothing much

this is my spotlight
this is my wide, shit eating grin
this is your mind - on my plate
my knife and fork carving away and feeding the fat of you into my greedy,
      scum sucking mouth

this is some serious bullshit

this is what i signed up for

this is a 3 inch boner versus the girl who "gets around"

what the hell is going on?

I'm done talking but i don't hear you clapping
      loud and hard as you can